At last i bought my phone

At last

NOW
i can update my blog
hahaha

I Cant Wait anymore

I CANT WAIT LAH
man i cant wait to get my new hand phone
it was G705

however before i make my decision
i like W705 and G705 haiz

G705 {the phone tat i goin to buy}

W705

I cant wait

How Stupid Am I

Man

yesterday happen a very stupid and embarrassing

It happen when my dad bring my sis and i go buy rice
when we on our way back
i was boring
i sat behind
all of u noe tat behind the sit got belt
so i was playin wif the belt
so at the belt got a hole

The story happen like tis

i put my forth finger into the hole

1st attempt

i can take my finger out

but wif a bit of difficulty

2nd attempt
i cant take my finger out
see
i cant take my damn finger out
arrr
i was turning and i cant

den i call my sis

she say she cant

lol

den she say wen reach home onli help me

when we reach home she and my dad plan to leave me in the car

den i was shouting at them

later my sis see my finger

den i dun noe wat she was doin and

she did it she saw my finger

hahahahahahaha

see how stupid am i

Dun Noe i am happy or not

Haiz holiday need to go tution
Actually....
i dun need to go 1
i go cause...
1 of my fren goin
Hahahahaha

now my holiday
not very fun at all
very boring
cant go out wif fren
lol

actually i aso dun noe to write wat
haiz

I'm Sori

i dun noe whether am i stupid or wat

now onli i noe tat some of my fren really care bout me

i was crying when i was readin her blog

bout wat she wrote bout me

i really cant believe tat

i really ...

they hav wake me up from a sleep

which i sleep for a very long time

the wake hav teach me a lot of lesson

tis lesson i will remember

which i will nvm forget bout it

i which i can tell her sori

bout wat i did

and i hope she will forgive me

I'M SORI

He still is my fren no matter wat happen

Yesterday

De and i chat

if i not mistaken

when v chat he sure ask me

tat i still like him or not

haiz

he alway tell me tat

he no felling toward me

but i noe he has a fellin

toward my fren

which is i concided is my good fren

hiaz.....
y must the guy
i like like my good fren

i luv him more then any1

even my family

haiz

i really cant stand it anymore

my heart really pain wen

i alway think bout

and i dun really wan tis type of life

but at least
he said tat v still
can be fren
at least i am happy bout it
i really wish tis is not true

really wish

Wat The Hell

lol

again stomach

i went for a dinner at my aunt club house

the food the were worst

then my i got to throw out in the bath room





Besides tat

yesterday i go to see my fren blog

someof it i dun really go care but the is two post which ....

i was cryin when i was reading it

one of them was AKR and WSN





Haiz

now no ppl noe wat my feelin
at penang really giv me
a lot of freedom
a lot of thing bout love


Maybe over here i can think bout love

Penang!!!! Here i come

NOW I AT PENANG
for 4 day 3 night
lol
time pass very fast
now left 2 day 2 night
dun fell wan to go home
haiz


over here i fell freedom cause my mom wont nag me so much
haiz
hope dun wan go back lol
i wan stay here


I WAN 2 STAY HERE

I miss you

missing you is making my life dificult
holidays is going to start
a lot of people told me tat
to forget bout him
but i like him more then i ever had before
i felt confuss
grrrrrrrrrrrrr

HOLIDAYS

OK
holiday is goin to start
This time
i DONT WAN TO GO FOR HOLIDAY
cause i miss my fren which is in from 2
WHICH THEY ARE THE FREN TAT I CAN HARDLY meet them next year

Most of them are girl guides
however i noe tat i still can meet them

Chapter 2: during tat time.....

i felt heart break
a lot people told me to forget bout him and find another guy
when i heard tis comment from my fren
i stared at them
i felt confuis
i dun noe wat to do

i wan to cry every time i saw him keep on lookin at her
i told her bout it
she told me tat she dun like him
i wan to cry

~sob~

Chapter 1:the exam

During the exam a lot of thin happen in my life
haiz the guy i love
like my fren .......(v)
problem happen between me and my fren

i felt lonely then i ever had
i felt very sad
haiz
just wan to die or comit sucide on tat time

OMG i hv a lot of thing to say

now i can go on9 already yahoooooo


i got a lot a lot of thing to write

why my life is like tat !!!!!HATE IT

man !!!! my life start to change after i sick
the day i went back to skull is tuesday it seen to be diffrent
just 1 day din go to skull onli
man hate it , really hate it grrrrrr
my mood in skull tis few day was very bad
come home aso the same
haiz......

i wonder if i whole week din go skull
then wat will happen
just go to skull give the kt splash me water
wat the f#*^% wat i did man just call the class to go in
teacher come already ma call the class go in aso salah ar
then tell the class wat
tell the class "dun go in" ar
hate it
no the first time
wat can i do

haiz
hate hate hate hate hate hate
like do wat aso wan to ask first
hate my fren
i dun trust my fren anymore
i trust them they
they act like they r the princess
now i just trust 3 fren onli
i hope they won lie to me


beside tat, i fell more lonely then ever
i think may be tis is the way i am
lonely
but at least they is 4 person i relly can talk to
1 is De, Ni, Ri, Lyn
haiz

now i wif him got talk bck
i fell happy
rely 1
at least there is something tat i happy bout

Lol!!! Why now!!!

Lol!!now i kena food poisoning.....lol
i dun wheather i goin 2 skull or not
man very bad 1 haiz
very susahlah me haiz.....
my whole family kena except my sis
lol Y she din kena 1

thing was changin
the thing tat i not expected
not very happy
~sob~

HOW LONG MUST I WAIT!!!!!!

I cant wait for the MTM errrrrr.......
just 1 more day to go
i so nervous ......haiz......
cant imagin wat is goin to happen

Beside tat, I goin to mid valley,but with my sis and her fren ~sob~
my fren din go .....
haiz.....


So HOW MUCH LONGER MUST I WAIT

HAIZ........

i just know tat the guy tat i like noe tat i like him
i heard it form my fren and i dun noe how to talk to him , i really dun noe.....
i wish everything get normal.......

Besides tat, something happen between two of my fren.....
VC and AK were fightin.....in skull i dun noe wat was happening
when i told my sis tat most of people noe ......in my class
but i wasnt noe until i heard 1 of my fren said....
i hope they allright

The happy and unhappy day

today can say tat happy and unhappy cause my idiot sis make me wan to vormit

haiz damn it din fin my work yet ........ haiz

but today a baby just berak on me man...... so unlucky lol

but my sis pula din kena ....... luck she take unlucky i take so unfair fell wan to kill her

yesterday happen a lot of weird thing

yesterday i wan to chat with my fren but end up i chattin with her bf...

i really cant believe wat i had chat with him

i just cant believe........really cant

haiz i hope ntg happen

Tee-hee school holiday

yea school holiday begin but not tat fun

omg school teacher givin a lot homework man....

thank to the idiot boy in my class

HATE HIM!!!!!!!!

i got to do my homework which i will have no time to play my favourite game.......

but i was worried and miss about somebody... (haiz....)

i hope i can see him everyday but dun dare to sms with him......

i hope school holiday will end soon

i cant wait to see him....

but .........i just ......

however now i have to focus more in my study......

My Wonderful Day

Thing tat happenin now is goin crazy o watever but i really cant believe

I have been call up by my lembaga ajk and they told me tat they i become the new leader in my lembaga and i felt so exciting

I was like din even think about tis post but i can fell tat the lembaga people r aftering my jod

so wat can i do now is just focus and act tat i dun now wat is happenin.....

My Worst Nightmare

Today there are two idiotic person which is very disturbing me ......
one is younger then me and one is older then me......OMG
she younger was talking rubbish wen laugh for no reason ......talk like shit laugh like shit......
scold like an old lady....... i think she is my great - grandma........ my great-grandma was buzzing on my ear which i felt i wan to slap her for more than 1 hundred times.....
the older 1 was just the same so perasan....1 haiz......but must good then the younger 1......
i dun noe i can stand it for how long lol....... pls i wish can pis out them but sometimes they treat me good but seldom (younger 1)......i hope my life will be wonderfull but i dun noe how am i going to face tomorrow ...... haiz.....

To-day and To-day

my fren and i r goin 2 do our sivik projet together but end up no body com ........XD

first two of them can come will another of my fren is busy ..........

later 1 of them say tat she cant com cause busy so everythin have to be cancel.........

But yesterday happen a real big stuff........tat i cant forgive them and myself .........

i , J and V were fightin....... cause of a small thin...... i admit tat i told the teacher somethin which i din tell them clearly............. i were crying in the skull compound with 1 of my fren follow me.....

i felt tat i am an idiot ........... i cant believe tat the thin can happen on me i am really very sad

now i dun noe how to communicate with them .......

i dun even noe how to face to face with them ........

i dun even noe ......... haiz!!!!!!!

Not my day

it seen not to be my day today. i look like something has goes wrong.......i use to play badminton and ping pong usually then basketball.......
today was a big day for me before it turn sour....... before the match start, i felt sick and just wan to vomit....... i just felt wat wrong wit me now , i the hope for the class to win the match against 1a8 but it seem to be wrong ..........
my team lost with 5-0 to the class which i injured my leg then i got vormit and end up goin back home ......... they actually play cheat by pushin hittin my team mates i felt horribe wit tat and anger in side of me
i told myself tat i onli will focus on my studies , badminton and ping pong onli not any more on basketball........